Daily life of Sarah and Pets

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A blog where I post about my daily life :)
My hobbies:
Pets/animals
Crochet
Reborns
Sewing
Ceramics

Today has been a good day, I went to my first training/class today and that was good.. I got lots of work done, I came home to find Rosie had arrived and so had my tiny clay baby. I also went shopping with my sister and everything was.. IS fine.

But I have this feeling of anxiety inside of me and I feel down.
This is the constant struggle faced when you have depression or anxiety..
I’m on medication, I’ve worked through my problems the best I can.. I’m at a point in my life where I can finally say things are positive and moving forward but yet I still have these days where it just hits me and I know normal happy people don’t have those.. Not like this any way.

I lie in bed feeling exhausted from life, wondering what it’s even about and why we even go through these things.
Normal every day things like going to work or school make me feel overwhelmed and like I can’t cope or somehow mustn’t be good enough.
It’s not that I don’t WANT to go to school, to learn, to enjoy it to get a better job but more so my brain is constantly questioning me if I’m even good enough.. I get excited about something but then start having all these doubts.. And my brain starts telling me just to give up so I don’t have to face failure. But giving up is failing. It’s not even giving yourself a chance.


I thought I may start crying at any moment, If someone saw me crying and asked why I was upset I wouldn’t be able to answer. I don’t have a reason. It’s just this overwhelming feeling inside of me.

How can someone be sad without a reason?
You just can be. That’s what depression does I guess.
It makes you doubt yourself in so many ways, makes you feel bad about yourself, makes you sad even when you should be happy.. And you end up so confused you don’t even know where to begin to explain what’s going on.

But you just have to keep pushing forward, just keep remembering that you’ve had these bad times before and that they do pass.

— 18 hours ago
Here is Ella looking pretty in her dress today 💗

Here is Ella looking pretty in her dress today 💗

— 21 hours ago
I had fun doing my sisters hair for her friends wedding

I had fun doing my sisters hair for her friends wedding

— 21 hours ago with 2 notes

Quick blog update before my phone runs out of battery!

Today I had my first day of class! Only 3 other students turned up to class today!
It was a pretty full on day but I’m happy I got a lot of work done, unfortunately our teacher is leaving so hopefully our new one will be just as good!

Rosie also arrived today and I was very excited to open her this afternoon! She is so beautiful and I’m so happy and great full to have her! She still needs to be weighted, which Chelle didn’t have time to do but I’ve ordered her weights so hopefully they will arrive soon.
My little clay baby Also arrived! He is so cute and tiny! I’m so amazed about some of the things people make! His artist is so talented!

— 21 hours ago with 2 notes
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— 2 days ago
My cuddle buddy. Rosie may be home tomorrow or Tuesday, I am so excited and sooo glad my lovely friend Chelle was able to make her for me!

My cuddle buddy. Rosie may be home tomorrow or Tuesday, I am so excited and sooo glad my lovely friend Chelle was able to make her for me!

— 2 days ago
Kirby ❤️ as you can see she’s plucked her wing feathers out silly girl :(

Kirby ❤️ as you can see she’s plucked her wing feathers out silly girl :(

— 2 days ago

My kitties ❤️

— 2 days ago with 1 note

And here is Lucy hanging out with her new boyfriend Henry :)

— 2 days ago
This is Theo! He is a big boy who loves to sleep in his pink hammock! Currently living with my rat Winston :) while his cage mate Henry makes babies with my baby girl Lucy (who is no longer a baby)

This is Theo! He is a big boy who loves to sleep in his pink hammock! Currently living with my rat Winston :) while his cage mate Henry makes babies with my baby girl Lucy (who is no longer a baby)

— 2 days ago